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hmmm [Monday July 23rd, 2007 at 10:10pm]
[ mood | mellow ]

why does no one use livejournal anymore?
everyone use to fucking love it!!!
oh well.
i thought about coming here, and posting how i am feeling..
but i decided i would be a stonger person if i jus kept my mouth shut all together <3
peace nucccas

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wow [Wednesday July 12th, 2006 at 4:23pm]
[ mood | determined ]

i was reading jamies livejournal today, and it made me think about what i want outta life. i mean yea, im GOING to live up my dream of becoming a phyiscal therapisy.. but im starting to think about athelet training also. how cool would that be.. having fun, while working. but than again, what about writing? i mean it wouldnt be a full time job. just something to do to get away i guess? who knows. i dont even know where im goin to attend college. i havent even takin my SAT things yet. i was thinkin about FSU even though im in love with the Gators... but i always wanted to go to SRU. but thats really far away, and i dont think i am brave enough to leave my friends. but lookin at my hero Ryan Bessery.. he is. he is goin to college in canada. he is leavein really soon. im goin to miss him. but im proud of him. he is goin to a D1 school for soccer. he really does amaze me. other than that. i have soccer. and soon. soccer is goin to be all the time. everyday from 6-8. i cant have a job with those hours. plus school. but i have plains. like im goin to visit ryan in the winter. and next summer me and megan are goin to hawaii for a week or so with my uncle. i need money. im starting to think about what i really need and want in life. i donno. but i am determined to make it through everything i come upon.

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when i say whatever.. that means forget me [Sunday February 26th, 2006 at 12:18pm]
[ mood | thinking ]

--?To realize the value of a SISTER,
ask someone who doesn't have one.
--?To realize the value of 10 YEARS,
ask a newly divorced couple.
--?To realize the value of 4 YEARS,
ask a graduate.
--?To realize the value of 1 YEAR,
ask a student who failed the final exam.
--?To realize the value of 9 M0NTHS,
ask a mother who gave birth to a new born.
--?To realize the value of 1 M0NTH,
ask a mother who gave birth to a premature baby.
--?To realize the value of 1 WEEK,
ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.
--?To realize the value of 1 H0UR,
ask the lovers who are waiting to meet.
--?To realize the value of 1 MINUTE,
ask a person who has missed the train, bus, or plane.
--?To realize the value of 1 SEC0ND,
ask a person who has survived an accident.
--?To realize the value of 1 MILLISEC0ND,
ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics.
--?To realize the value of a FRIEND,
...lose one.



















whatever

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heart and mind.. sometimes they dont work together [Friday December 23rd, 2005 at 10:17pm]
[ mood | thoughtful ]

what am i thinking?

A best friend: someone that can tell somethings wrong, even tho you were a smile, and say "everything is fine"

I deff love soccer, and being hurt isnt my fault. It's more my knee than myself. My knee basically made the decision for me.


Don't ever let anyone make you feel like you don't deserve what you want.


whiten your teeth, color your hair, mask your skin, change your mind. be somebody else, fake your laughter, alter everything you were born with.
 ...and wonder why the hell you aren't happy.     w h o   a r e   y o u ?


If you have a sudden (acute) anterior cruciate ligament (ACL) injury, you generally know when it happens. You may feel or hear a "pop" and the knee may give out, causing you to fall. The knee swells and often is too painful or unstable to continue any activity
PLAY UNTIL THE POP!

12:48pm, december 18, 2004..... =[

 

just alittle bit some people should know

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[Wednesday December 14th, 2005 at 10:17am]
[ mood | crazy ]

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fuck yes bitchhss

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tomorrow= turkey day and is my ONE YEAR sence my FIRST knee surgery!! =] [Wednesday November 23rd, 2005 at 8:16pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

so this update is more for the immature people. and i wont get into any names.. but many know who im talking about.. for one, i cant stand the people that are super fake... get a life, and live it.. dont act like something or someone else.. serioualy... and second... wow, please, please whatever you do, dont try to make someone happy... dont fucking try.. cause you'll fuck it up.. you will.. sorry to say. hahah... cant do anything right when you arent happy... FUCKING TRUST IT BITCHS...  umm also, so i guess.. third? people use other people, i think more people should open their damn eyes and see that... !! stop making the people that arent tryin to hurt you fucking feel like shit... god, i hate lameos that USE other people... and then get them to side with you, like your a baby or something... god fucking damnit...
um, what else can i bitch about?? oh oh oh.. how about the people that say their your friends? how does it make you feel to know you really arent? yeah, i settled my shit awhile ago.. so im striaght.. i think some people should do the same!! just so you know, to everyone, im not starting any shit.. i dont want your drama shit.. i want everyone to relize how i fucking really feel,,, i want everyone to see what im looking at.. and i want everyone to wake up... if you are going to comment.. comment saying you agree, cojmment sayin you think im nothing but a fucking retard... i dont care... just dont bring your drama shit here... just fucking wake up and relize thats all i want outta this..... LATERRRRRRRRRr

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weekend whatevers [Sunday November 6th, 2005 at 7:51pm]
[ mood | drained ]

so this weekend was okay... on friday i found out something else might be wrong with my knee... which like, fucking break my heart times 459083405... but anyway.. that night, i went to the game with ash were i met up with mike and russell to watch north kick the shit outta vero; than me mike and russell went to get icecream... um, on sat... woke up... napd for the whole day until we went to mikes to watch SAW.. which ended up being an awesome movie, that i didnt get to finish, thanks to mike.. lol; next time.. than me and ash went to DQ, than everyone went bowling... after that, me and ash took our adventure out to Lehigh.. where we watched movies with Brock (ryan was sleeping) until 2am.. than we all went to sleep.... this moring, we woke up, me and ash went to get food for the two ass holes, t han we went to brocks house... where i took a few pics...

Image hosted by Photobucket.com brock doing who knows what

brock+ryan= tryin to play soccerCollapse )

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[Sunday October 30th, 2005 at 5:56pm]
[ mood | yeaaa dwag ]

So yestrday was Ash girls bday!!! and we had a blast!!!

check it outCollapse )

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[Sunday October 23rd, 2005 at 1:08pm]
[ mood | the hurricanes coming! ]

Russell and Mike came over yestrday.. which was cool.. it was intersting; than later we all went bowling... and i took some pics


but i didnt get one of everybodyCollapse )

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10/04/05- Two weeks and 2 days after knee surgery.. [Thursday October 20th, 2005 at 9:31pm]
[ mood | calm ]

Me and Angie; at the end of Phyiscal Therapy.. seems how we both go together, this time around.

WARNING!! the added pics are of my knee after surgery... just so you know; if you dont want to look, dont.
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but yeah, im the one with the bad knees...Collapse )

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if i had a blunt for every bitch i disliked; i would be so fucking blazed right now [Monday October 17th, 2005 at 8:17am]
[ mood | happy ]

=] this weekend was amazing.
friday- it was mikes bday so me, ash, and amb went and met up with mike and russell for a bit... and also, angie and danie got kickd outta the lakewood ranch game, and yelled at there principal

sat- woke up really early to go watch the lehigh soccer game with ash.. and that was fun; we were going to go eat lunch with some friends but she had to go to the wedding =]... later that night, we headed over to an awesome night at Ryans... =]

sunday- woke up and hung out with brock, ash, and chris (ryan was past out)... went to chris's house, than came home at 3.... watched some football and slept... than sharp called, and i was going to go hang out with her, but i wasnt aloud!!! wow sharp; next weekend for sure.. !!!!

today- well nothings happend yet besides me waking up... ang and danie are here, so i think im going to go hang out with them some...

p.s- he is so fucking hot =/

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i didnt laugh.. but now i am, just not at that.. of what you lost !! [Sunday October 9th, 2005 at 1:52pm]
[ mood | love my good friends ]

so i tore my Anterior Crucuate Ligament.. AND Medial meniscus... AGAIN!! um, my doc used my hamstring muscle to fix my ACL.. AGAIN, but couldnt do anything about my meniscus this time cause it was torn so bad.. so he just shaved it away telling me that i WILL have problems with my knee later in life... BLAH...
oh well, about 25weeks till i can play soccer again? <3 got to love it, and everyone that REALLY loves it.

um, thanks to everyone that came and saw me during my week off, you have no idea what you guys mean to me!!
and im glad you are there... =]

im watching the bills game right now, thinking of rob and russell, cause you know how much they love that team! =] and how much i love them two!!

well im off to my girl ash's house... :)






checck it outCollapse )

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surgery tomorrow! [Monday October 3rd, 2005 at 2:10pm]
[ mood | dkjfasd ]

I understand that scissors can beat paper &
I get how rock can beat scissors, but there's no
fucking way paper can beat rock. paper is supposed
to magically wrap around rock leaving it immobile?
why the hell can't paper do this to scissors?
screw scissors, why can't paper do this to people?
why aren't sheets of college-ruled notebook paper
constantly suffocating students as they attempt
to take notes in class? I'll tell you why, because
paper can't beat anybody, a rock would tear that shit up
in two seconds. When I play rock/paper/scissors I
always choose rock. Then when somebody claims to have
beaten me with their paper I can punch them in the face
with my already clenched first & say "oh shit I'm sorry!
I thought paper would protect you, asshole.

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what it is [Friday September 30th, 2005 at 9:24pm]
[ mood | calm ]

she smashed the rearview mirror with her fist;;
because today, she's not looking back

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[Sunday September 25th, 2005 at 5:46pm]
[ mood | calm ]

um met someone new, and hes pretty cool.
ahh went bowling, and it was fun........

thats pretty much it

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you make me wanna la,la [Tuesday September 20th, 2005 at 2:36pm]
[ mood | day once a ]

"I want to stay a secret, like walking in the dark, if no one knows you, no one cares."

</3

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[Monday September 12th, 2005 at 10:09pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

i still ♥ jermiah trotter

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I still have my last entry, cause i ment every word [Friday September 9th, 2005 at 4:36pm]
[ mood | stressed ]

bye bye love.. see you in march

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[Tuesday September 6th, 2005 at 2:38pm]
[ mood | imight play tonight! ]

i hate those people that try and ruin your friendships with other people... i mean if you ganna talk shit, you might as well have prove... and dont say stupid shit like "you know"

fuck all you haters. peace out

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wink wink bitch [Friday September 2nd, 2005 at 4:07pm]
[ mood | lets do it ]

get out your bikes.. <3 right meg!!!

um, tonights friday, and i dont work ;]


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